Skateboarding Question?

hey so i got a skateboard like 2 months ago and i got on it like 6 and well everytime i think bout it i feel super guilty because tht board cost my dad over 200 dollars and i dont want him to think he wasted his money but im having trouble with ollies. i feel like QUITTING!! i tried it on gr first and it seemed easy and i got on pavement and i felll on my . i know some people might think taking skateboarding leons is so "uncool" but what do u guys think?? should i?? or is there an easy method to help me get better